The Whole Equation
Why Name?
Who I Am
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Who I Am

A recorded reflection

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I can’t not know who I am 
Sounds so simple, no scam
But how do I know who
That’s the thing, you just do
So how do I know how
The great big smile here and now
That inner giggle, inner smile
Invites me to rest here a while

The laugh is now on the outside
I feel my face cracking open wide
Like the joke is on me all along
I’m not here to fit in and yet belong

Follow my smile – it knows
And in the world that shows
All the info I want is inside
This is the space in which to reside

My smile is warm, joyful and alive
The best kept secret to help me thrive
It’s been there all along sending signs
Often through these daily rhyming lines

As I know who I am I know what to do
Never before has this felt so true
Like the wake-up call to help me begin
Lightness, love and joy help me 'start close in'

Then the question is what do I do
This makes me laugh – is that another clue?
Be myself each and every day
And allow my smile to guide the way

This is like a circular spin
That goes round and round until I listen
More slowly, more deeply, more within
That, Susan, is the only way to begin

The energy slows yet the smile remains
Living life like this can be all fun and games
And that is what you want, isn’t it
Bring your awareness to each smile visit

The memories are flowing one by one
Of laughter and joy and loads of fun
The feeling of life you want to live in
Is love the feeling of your infectious grin

People respond to the warmth in your smile
And those who don’t … well, can run a mile!
Think of the word people used for you that time
That’s right … more than one used the word sunshine

Maybe that’s what you are here for
Boldly demanding attention no one can ignore
Your wisdom, your innocence, you
Follow that smile and see what happens for you!

Written on August 30th, 2025

I love David Whyte’s poem ‘Start Close In’

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